| im melting |
[May. 6th, 2005|06:32 pm] |
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| | damn it feels good to be a gangster- ghetto boyz | ] | I feel amazing. kohler wasnt lying. i love you.. everyone everything :) im melting. i wanna feel this way forever :) <33 |
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| prayin... |
[May. 2nd, 2005|06:22 pm] |
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| | worried | ] | waitin for alwaysxscarred to please update! everyone pray that shes ok and still here to talk to us!! </3 |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|06:13 pm] |
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| | sad | ] | soo... no mono :) but the doctor lady though she had to bring up my depression and shit.. it made me so mad idk.. i jus wanted her to stop talkin to me.. thats what my therapist is for! well idk im tryin my best to ignore the cutting urges... i can do it! :/ </3 |
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| grr |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|10:14 am] |
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| | sad | ] | still sick.. i hate being sick. i get to go to the doctors AGAIN today.. god... o well.. im tryin to hold up really i am.. i fought the urges to cut :/ i wanted to really bad but idk i stopped myself... </3 |
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| 1st entry |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|11:38 am] |
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| | crushed | ] | i actually made this with intentions of reading the communities and such but hey i guess ill write in it too.. im home sick today. michigan i swear has the crappiest weather everrr.. i jus saw the sky turn dark, it rain, and now its all sunny.. all in a matter of like 10 min. crazy. well things are really messed up right now... </3 |
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